See Ricky Run

I am very symbiotic when it comes to emotions, when someone is in a mood i can feel it and it bothers me. I spend the rest of the time thinking that i did something wrong, or i try to help that person out. Then even after crisis is averted i still maintain that I did something wrong. Then while the mood is somber i start to think its because i didnt do this or i didnt do that and the major problem is that i just got back into town and still do not have a job. This is were my psychosis kicks in, when my emotion state is at it lowest my natural instincts kick in and i want to run. I dont have anywere to run to but i dont like being uncomfortable. My mind is like a zombie movie, when something happens to me i run away from it like its a zombie craving brains. I used to fight to makes things better fight to live, fight to smile, fight to be happy. I find its just easier to run from the fear, run away and start over with a new name and a new place. Things would be a lot better if i had a job and lived closer to my friends, but of course im out here in the mountains of LA far far away from any of my friends.