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I got my Tshirt today im so excited and i loves it im going to wear it till it walls apart

Home

I want To go HOme. I miss my Friends and i Miss my famly. I miss my love and i miss being around the poeple i know i belong with. Im here in texas alone from the poeple who know me and the people i know. Its new to me, but i miss what i had i miss my love, who i didnt realy see and i miss my mommy. I dont know what to do. i can put a knife to my wrist but it wont solve anything. I miss Liz and i miss my Love, what do i do? My friend and My LOve i Miss my Mommy. Do i come home and Deal or do I stay and Deal. Help Me.

TOday

Omg TOday i have officaly giving up on people. Some lady was giving me dirty looks so i made a comment, I said " ok, i get dirty looks all the time, so it dosent bother me." By then i walked away, she got in my face and said that its rude to mutter under my breath and that if i didnt like to get dirty looks that i should take the ring out of my face." Ok so My eyebrow ring gives every one a right to judge me for the content of my character. Hey Bitch brush your teeth if your going to get all up in my face, hell no. brush your hair and please do not leave your house wearing sweat pants and a Tshirt. Also Bitch you have like 7 kids, shouldnt you be giving your kids a better impression then a whore who cant shut her little Red Neck in bread mouth, I saw your husband he wasnt cute but i of fucked him just to show him what pleasure is simply cause i know you cant give it to him.

Be Yourself!!!

I am the person that i am. I read Comic Books, i have far too many opinions about anything, I love Musicals, i scrap Book, I love to sing and i love to be the gayest nerdiest weird and most authentic person that i can be. If you dont like me its only because your not cute, you have small penis and your too Afraid to be your self. but remeber id still talk to you and give you a chance if i wanted to but you already judged me so why should i bother.

Im Bored

People Tell me that im Boreing, its usually the people who want me to come over and then forget that im there. I figure they think if i sit At there house and stay as quit as i can that its me getting out in the world. I can do that at homw, wich i would rather prefer to. I like to go out and do things but i dont get those invitations. A few months ago i was getting those Invitations and then Getting diinvited by one or another person, so now asays i dont take invitations to anything. I tell my cousin that i would go out but i dont realy have friends out here. All i do is work and come home. Im on my own out here and dont realy have the extra money to run around and have fun. The friends i do have do things that are realy not my seen. I would like to go out and hang out with people but i havent met the people who enjoy doing things that i do. Some day ill find a cicle of friends that i could call my Scooby's but till then ill work, come home read comic books drink some wine and watch my cable while blogging.

Chedders

Ok so i dont get the hoop la that is chedders. There Were 2 Kewl things about the place i liked The Upside Down Fich that reminded me of Dori From Nemo. The Second would be that Sexy Gay Waiter, i dont know his name, he looked all Cocky and like a total bottom, he brows were fierce, his cheek bones were hot and his saxy latinoness was topped of with his growning bald spot. Ya him he looks like he would be a major asshole but id still do him. ANyways the food was ok and we practically had the guest next to use sitting on out laps, which would have been ok cause the hairy one and the one in the green shirt looked good nakkid, in my head.

My Shows

I own all 3 seasons of Dantes Cove and both seasons of The lair on DvD, but im stuck in texas were there is no LOGO or Here Network, I wish texas was not so closed minded. Dont get me worng its not as closed minded as you would think but it dosent have any of the gay networks im used to. Ya we have lifetime and Bravo but i need my literal Gay Channels. There is a new seaon of both shows comming out and i needs to know what happened to the house of shadows and is thom going to rebel against damian?

Hastings

I work almost everyday, if i dont work i tend to end up there anyways. But i also spend a lot of time and money away from work. On my brakes or before and after work i go to the Local "Book Store" it would be a barnes and noble , or a boarders for my coastal friends. Anyways (here is were i bring up my past blog about customer service, how when some one walks into my store i say hello and i smile) well when i walk into this store on average its about 90% of the time i get a greeting and when i get a greeting i give a greeting. Now within the store i only get a hi from the same 3 people. The cute Nerdy guy who looks like Mark Cohen form rent. The "lesbian cause i realy dont know" and the guy wit the Fro, hes actully talked to me, oh and the cute girl i dont know her name but shes fine, I first met her when i diid my special order but she has since been in the front of the store. Ok if i give you my money then you better kiss my ass. There is this guy who works the movie section green shirt buzz cut. When you frist see him you want to jump on top of him and ride him to im finished. Then he looks at you and gives you an attitude and his penis size srinks about 6 inches and you realize the hes an ass and i wouldnt want him in me if you paid me. Ya so hes always rude and always make comment on how im always at the store in his section, Dont flater your self eddie brock looking non penis. I spend about $30.oo a trip and i made a special order on my 17th birthday and that was litterly one month ago. Where is my Catherine Tate show??? LOOK at My Face. You disrespect The House Of DeSantos. I AM BOVVEREd. I cant look past the lateness of my order if i didnt have attitude every time i walked into the comic book/ movie section of the store. He aint cute hes and ass hole id still do him but i wouldnt fake it. GIve me My Catherine Tate Show Damnit.

today

I finally got the rest of my crap moved in to the new place. I am finally complete. Oh ya except i aint got my man. I am not cute when im Single. Shit oh well what to do i have to vomit cause ive been drinking jalapeno teqkillya. Its taste like it sounds.

My Comic Spree

OK so i pick up all my comics except Models Inc. I only wanted it cause of the tim gunn cover, not cause of tim gunn, but cause it was a Phil Jimenez Varient Cover and i loves me some Phil Jimenez, if you know him let him know. So Avengers: The List. Clint Barton got Arrested ( oh Spoiler) yet you know he will still be in New Avengers and Captain America: Reborn and any other Avengers Based Comic. Wich I read Every Avengers Based Comic, I know Marvel Keeps good wit their Continuaty, But please Marvel lets not be DC ( who at present time is keeping it "straight"). Super Boy is sexy, i wonder what Anti Venom feels like, and Bucky Barnes is growing on me. Oh and Wanda, I love Loki and I love the Scarlet Witch, but dont Toy wit me. Bring back Wanda" no More Mutants" Maximoff aka Scarlet Withc aka My babys momma. (wiccan). Is it Wrong that my husband is sooo small that i find the sexyiest thing about him is his nipples Foreskin and the taste of his, never mind and that i look at comic books in a sexual way? who knows but if i think Wiccan is cute then its cute. Find things cute is cute and you know what isnt cute, you if you judge me for the person i am.

Glee

I just watched the series premier of glee. I feel Really gay but i loved it if you dont like it go fuck your self and if your cute you can, oh never mind it was good go watch it, it would be cute of you.

work

So i love my husband to death. Litteraly me loving him will be the death of me. Its hard to part ways with some one that you dont want to part ways with but its even harder when you have to. I moved out here to texas to get away from the past and here i am wanting to bring him out here wit me. oh well ill let you know what happenes.

you aint cute

Why is it that people cant say hello, cant say please or thank you. Yet still expect me to give the best customer service that i can?hell to no. YOU AINT CUTE. Hell no you aint cute, Being a bitch aint cute. Now if you wnat to flirt with me to try to get a discount, thats cute. Even if an ugly guy or a fugly girl flirts with me, thats cute. YOu make me feel better and ill make you feel better by flirting back. Since were talking about people who aint cute, the guy who sits in front of Hastings. You aint cute, your a rebel you aint got no job cause your at hastings all day and night, dont give me shit cause im not afriad of being myself. Im cute, im cute cause i dont care what people think of me. On the floor front, my neighbors are perty hot there are the boys that dance in front of thier windows and the fine brother who lives upstairs.

A reflections of what is

Ok So we went to walmart to get groceries, i of course got my wine. We had Fettachni Alfrado. I know these things arnt intresting but i havent goptten my flow. Lets see. Oh yesturday our keys didnt work so the guy who does the land scap went and got the keys for us. The scary part was ithought he was realy hot, like i would do himevery were. Then i realized he looked like jared. Ok so i dont look at him anymore. I keep my eyes turned away when i pass him. i guess you cant realy look at the world till you actully take a look at your self. I did and thats why i moved and thats why i dont dress in layers anymore. hell if you dont like the way i look then dont look at me.

Black Hand

Ok so i dont know what its with me. Since i was little ive been intrigued by death. Not like the way your all thinking. Its always been my death. Now with the blackest night thing going on ive grown more and more inamered with the Black Hand who was the catalyst for the Blackest Night. Am i just to Strange and need mental Help, cause i know that i just thought i would put it out there. Oh and im going to be working on a catch phrase ill get back to you with that,

Day One

Today is the first day at the new place. Its good to be on myown were the drama is mine the lies are at a minimum, and i can hang up pictures of my firends and famly. Im not sure what the format of my blog will be but im going to figure out, The journey only begins when you know you want to go.