St. Patricks Day

Today is my favorite holiday, simply because green is one of my favorite Color. For those who dont know I live in texas, i have been here for the past year and it hasent all been bad. but when you weigh the pros and cons, ya well with me there are very few pros. But I am from california and one of the major pros is my Best Friend Liz. One of the Major Cons is Fear, so i figure hope is always better then fear. Recently My room Mate lost her job and got the option of being demoted or walk, she chose the demotion and none the less we broke our lease, just short 3 months of finishing up the term. So im heading home 5 months early. Im super excited and super scared at the same time. I just wish i had a little more time simply for the fact that since about 2 weeks of living in texas i had a full time job that had me at work a majority of the day. I made a few friends they turned out to be very bad people, had my cousin (the one i came out here to help in the first place ) come in and out of my life depending on who was in hers. This experience out here help me alot and made me very grateful for what i had back at home, but i am FUCKING mad. I gained so much weight out here. i havent balloned much but my clothes that were form fitting no longer fit this form and then i have my fat clothes that fit me too big, i have no middle ground on the wardrob department. I realy dont know what this blog was about but there is nothing on and i realy dont feel like watching the bad girls club for the hundreth time. I also have alot of paxking to do and i use that term loosley cause im throwing away almost everything that does not fit into a duffle bag and messanger bag