I dont know what is wrong with me. Im not going to glorify anything or anyone by stateing any names are areas of thought but those who are close to me or hell those who even bother to ask know. Ive asked Chongo several times to leave with me. Im a shut in, im not used to it and it bothers me. It almost killed me in Texas and its killing me now. Chongo has forbidden me to ever leave again so im tring to keep my word but I need to Brake free. I have no job right now and im not used to not working, I liked seeing something that i liked or wanted and picked it up and bought it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, Im in a bad mood and i have tried to reach out but im not getting the words that i need to hear. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Im going to jump off my roof and i live pert high up. Damn it. I was suppost to come home and everything was suppost to work and be for the better and I know it needs time to happen but in 15 years ill be 40. I dont want to be 30( i still have a few years) and living with my sister, I thought at this age i would be dead or married, Ive tried both and here i am not in either column.
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