Regrets

I had one regret about moving to texas. I regreted leaving behind my friends. I left for a year and i always kicked mself in the ass for leaving them behind. Now im going home and i have one regret about leaveing texas. I dont regret leaving cali my friends stuck with me the whole time i was gone and my ture friends are still my friends, my regrets now have nothing to do with wish i can stay. I hate Texas everybody who knows me knows this. I am regreting leaving behind my friends I made here in Texas. Im a person who finds it hard to make friends but i made some great friends and some Major Enemys but even the enemys i made out here are valued to me, they help mold me into the person i am now and the person i will become. My one major regret is Gaining all this fucking Weight, it too better be gone soon, i may develope so of my old eating disorders till i get thin again. Anyways i digress. I will miss you Texans who i Call Friend, you help make texas bareable and i hope that you will visit me in California, im going to try to visit texas but i know that i will end up getting a job that will not give me the time off i need to come visit but if i get the chance to i will. I need to see my kids, all my kids Chance, Faith, Devo, Braden, Kailen, Alex, joey, dustin, and their parents, Peoples Pets, Freinds , my Famly and extended Famly. I will shout out Amy and Katie. They were the 2 who were there to help me when i needed it the most, Robyn who wasent the worst roomate but helped me when i was on the verge of a mental brake down, Evil-lynn, she was always there out of the clear blue and always made me smile. Anyone else i love you, those who came into my life will always be a part of it and you have my number and i have yours so keep in touch. Just to be an ass im going to say one more name to see if he notices. PATRICK HEALY, there i put you into a blog now shut up. Anyways i beleave that i came into your lives for a reason now use what i left with you to make your lives better.