Friday, August 27, 2010

11 years

So I've been having many problems in my life, for the reader I have you know. My best friend who I have know for the better part of 11 years says that he is had decided that he will no longer be my friend. This is the guy who made me promise to not move to Ohio because he didn't want to lose me for his life. A few weeks ago I told him it would be easier for both of us if we parted ways. He has this thing were he tells me that he is not talking to any of his friends and that he sits at home alone, then of course the "Devil" tells me the truth and by devil I mean Facebook. He doesn't want to introduce me to his friends which is fine, but when you tell me that you want to move in together and that you want to spend more time together i find it only appropriate to meet each others friends. Well I guess I was the only one who was enlisted in that theory. I ask him if he wanted to do something on Friday and he told me he was going to stay in for the night, He didn't he went out with his other friends, whom I like to refer to as Loved Friend. The thing is I found out by the Devil that he is moving out with his other friend. I was FUCKING PISSED, I'm doing all this stuff to get a job and a place in the valley to be near him so that we can move out and be near our family's. To find out that hes moving in with someone else, So I called him out on his lies and told him i wanted the damn truth. So of course he says that he is going to stop talking to everybody, but as anyone knows us knows he means me. So I'm lost with out him. I can live without him but its like living with out an a foot. you dont really need it but it makes life easier.